Chemical dependence by ice-crystal-serpent, literature
Literature
Chemical dependence
I will choke you
I will blind you
And if you try to run from me...
I will find you.
I will always be here
Consistent and strong
I will never let you go
I will never be gone.
You will suffer
But you will stay
This is my game now
And you will always be willing to play.
thoughts in the dark by ice-crystal-serpent, literature
Literature
thoughts in the dark
There are too many ghosts that follow me
Too many shadows that swallow me
Keeping me coming back to the same place I've always been.
There is too much pain to heal here
Too much damage
Too much fear...
I don't think I can ever escape it now.
It's too late for me.
Why do the ghosts from my past cast shadows across me...
What am I still doing here?
It hurts.
Sometimes too much...
I don't know how much longer I can go on here.
Shall we guess?
Lets make it a game
Like Russian roulette,
The devil always wins.
But still we will play
He will take a soul but will it be mine today?
Is it a lack of faith? by ice-crystal-serpent, literature
Literature
Is it a lack of faith?
Is it a lack of faith?
What do you do when there's no one to turn to?
Where do you go when you've fallen into a pit?
When you can not scale the walls that surround you,
How is it still possible to know, this can't be it?
When the only one you can talk to doesn't answer,
You wonder if they exist...
Is all the proof in the end result?
Or is there something that I've missed?
I often wonder if I'm over thinking,
Am I just shooting myself in the foot?
Am I just underestimating others?
Or are my fears aptly put?
Have I held him back from a chapter?
Was I supposed to wait?
Have a rushed him into this endeavour,
And thus screwed u
Chemical dependence by ice-crystal-serpent, literature
Literature
Chemical dependence
I will choke you
I will blind you
And if you try to run from me...
I will find you.
I will always be here
Consistent and strong
I will never let you go
I will never be gone.
You will suffer
But you will stay
This is my game now
And you will always be willing to play.
thoughts in the dark by ice-crystal-serpent, literature
Literature
thoughts in the dark
There are too many ghosts that follow me
Too many shadows that swallow me
Keeping me coming back to the same place I've always been.
There is too much pain to heal here
Too much damage
Too much fear...
I don't think I can ever escape it now.
It's too late for me.
Why do the ghosts from my past cast shadows across me...
What am I still doing here?
It hurts.
Sometimes too much...
I don't know how much longer I can go on here.
Shall we guess?
Lets make it a game
Like Russian roulette,
The devil always wins.
But still we will play
He will take a soul but will it be mine today?
Is it a lack of faith? by ice-crystal-serpent, literature
Literature
Is it a lack of faith?
Is it a lack of faith?
What do you do when there's no one to turn to?
Where do you go when you've fallen into a pit?
When you can not scale the walls that surround you,
How is it still possible to know, this can't be it?
When the only one you can talk to doesn't answer,
You wonder if they exist...
Is all the proof in the end result?
Or is there something that I've missed?
I often wonder if I'm over thinking,
Am I just shooting myself in the foot?
Am I just underestimating others?
Or are my fears aptly put?
Have I held him back from a chapter?
Was I supposed to wait?
Have a rushed him into this endeavour,
And thus screwed u
and it’s not about counting
nightmares anymore,
it’s conquering
the notion of not sleeping
altogether
(so the dreams will never come)
and instead become the corpse
become the flesh of stars,
the bones of moons,
the blood of the neptune sky
dozing eyes can’t see
the dying black holes
that they’ve become
and remove the insides,
fill the canonic jars
with the stardust imagery
behind the sleepless mind
(scintillating with the
tremors of a broken orbit)
and they will await the day
when the forever rest opens the lungs
and fills them with dead suns—
solemnly stitching them shut
with conste
Her demons outnumbered her saints
yet I courted that catastrophe of adoration.
Beyond the veil of beautiful flesh
lived the pain of her years
and that inferno consumed anything that could be love.
those were some great days
that we had together
the anticipation
the thrill
of talking to you
will we ever get those days back
i m not sure i know
there is a barrier between us now
and its not your fault
i was going through a rough patch
and did things i wish i could take back
we all have to live with our regrets
in the end
dies sind worte
yes i miss you
There's a presence in my head
There's a shard
Violent and very much alive
The pressure of its touches burns
It loops around
Secret corners of my brain
There's obsession in my mind
There is pleasure
Seemingly obscene
There's perfection in my hurt
There is joy
In a pain so crystal clear
With nails rusted and so sharp
It seeks the flesh
And blood under my skin
Its noize shields from all around
It overrides
Stench of the world dying
In that flowering bloom of her lips
where love sonnets are born
lived the healing kiss
to cure that heart lovelorn
Her fingers plagiarized the story
written darkly in her eyes
a novel full of paradox
that caught you by surprise
That sweet Chaplin girl
riding on the train
her destination left unknown
and they never ask her name
She never felt alone
solitude was her kindred spirit
down lonely tracks a whistle blows
and none will ever hear it