ice-crystal-serpent

Never.    I won't allow myself to be lost at the hands of another. I won't give up on myself.    There's no one else to fight for me but me, and I couldn't ever lose to you. You are nothing, but think you have me in your grip.          The joke is on you…    I will always escape. It's hard to live like this, to run that far, when you only have yourself to fall back on...       But that doesn't mean I won't make it. You can't make me fear your game or the uncertainty that goes along with it.    

Is it a lack of faith? What do you do when there's no one to turn to? Where do you go when you've fallen into a pit? When you can not scale the walls that surround you, How is it still possible to know, this can't be it? When the only one you can talk to doesn't answer, You wonder if they exist... Is all the proof in the end result? Or is there something that I've missed? I often wonder if I'm over thinking, Am I just shooting myself in the foot? Am I just underestimating others? Or are my fears aptly put? Have I held him back from a chapter? Was I supposed to wait? Have a rushed him into this endeavour, And thus screwed u

The date It's your fault because you haven't given me an opportunity It's my fault because I won't open up Neither of us will give the other a chance We're afraid So afraid A total stale mate We watch one an other for the next move Over the brim of our coffee cups. This coffee tastes bitter And cost way too much I should have just gone home Now I'm stuck smiling, I'm stuck lying Pretending what you say is funny and such. You're stuck sitting across the table Feigning interest in me And I keep catching you As your gaze darts To the hot blond outside Sitting under the tree. You're no prize Neither am I We should call it a